weekends are hard

Weekends lately have been especially hard. The quiet, the mind drifting ... I guess it doesn't help that I stopped taking my ADs. They were making me sleepy. Well, the Lexapro was. I need to call my doc and find one that treats *just* SAD or ask for the lowest dosage possible of Wellbutrin. I'll find some other way to deal with ADD. I hate feeling stupid. Though, the fuzzy-brain is somewhat normal for me these days. Not that I like it, but I am used to it. Funny how we don't want to give up the things we are used to, even if they are detrimental ...